sudah cukup sudah

inikah caramu membalas sayangku kau lukai sayangku untukmu,

tegarnya kau menari di atas tangisanku

kau permainkan ku sesuka hatimu..

sudah cukup2 sudah

cukup sampai di sini saja

daripada batin terseksa

lebih baik ku pergi saja..

dah berulang kali ku cuba mengalah

ternyata sabarku tak bererti untukmu

tegarnya kau menari di atas tangisanku

kau permainkan ku sesuka hatimu..

Ya Allah beratnya dugaanMu. Terasa sangat beratnya Ya Allah. sangat sangat berat. tak tertanggung rasanya.. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah kerana masanya telah tiba untuk aku berdikari keluar dari rumah ini. Aku tidak kuat Ya Allah menanggung semua ini. Ternyata aku sangat rapuh.. aku tidak sekuat ibuku. Benar aku tidak kuat..

Nurulaishah terima kasih di atas segala pengorbanan kau. mungkin ini yang kau mahukan. di setiap doaku aku tak pernah lupakan adik beradikku walaupun.. tapi hati aku dah lama patah.. sampai sini saja. cukup semua yang kau dah buat.. cukuplah fitnah yang kau telah taburkan. cukuplah dengan cerita dongeng yang kau sebarkan. CUKUP! buatlah sesuka hati kau. aku dah tak kisah. kau pergilah jauh-jauh dari hidup aku. aku tak nak jumpa kau sampai saat terakhir aku.

misi aku sekarang ialah masuk UiTM belajar sungguh-sungguh, dapat 4 pointer every sem, jadi doc, beli rumah, sevice dkt tabung haji. bila kewangan dah kukuh insyaallah nak masuk mercy pulak. kahwin?? insyaallah not in my least yet. semoga Allah mempermudahkan segala-galanya untukku. Ameen.                                             

when this girl sad~~~

im sad too~~ :( why?? err simple.... a person that you knew since you were small.. she must have been part of your life isnt it.. so when that particular person is sad u cant be happy.. so myra dont be sad! its ok! maybe bukan rezeki you dekat situ.. there are more places in this world better for you kay! put your trust to Allah and HAVE FAITH! :) SMILE :D

Dont suffer survive!
come hell or high water, giving up aint your option..
crying isnt only for crybabies and weakling :S
It shows that you are strong enough to show ur emotion! (Y) stand up speak out!

Grieving wont let you go if you keep it bottled (: i dont understand what am i writing but PEACE YO! *this is out of the topic* hahahahahahXD tak pasal2 lakk! :P

sincerely, Rosyiidah <3 SMILE KAY! im here with you :D

those who made me laugh :3

heee i miss nano! hahahah seriously! i miss her yaww ;) nano no kembang2 kay! hahahah since this girl went to uni im like no one wanna text meee :( hahahhaahhaha

AND this person who made me laugh by reading his text..hahhahah! we were friends since we were small before i move and then we meet back n secondary school hahahah but we didnt knew each other until our mums told hahahaha itu tak blh blahhh kaan! hahahha

yeah! thats all :D thanks for making me smile! alhamdulillah may Allah bless both of you 

26 May 2012

it might be the last outing for 5J ;( it shouldnt be no it shouldnt ): Alhamdulillah, i realised that i had great friends! i am sure that i will miss them too ;) yeah! we had lunch, movie together at sunway.. and zoooom we went to paradigm! the newly open shopping mall.. sunway was fun BUT paradigm nahh i think i should go there in a few months time.. but their surau is awesome! hahah.. so lets start withhh
yeah! we dont wanna waste our time together not even a second so while waiting for the others to come me, ama, izzati, isaac went to the arked! woohoo played game there the problem is they swallowed 1 coin of mine nahh i dont care! at least i played one game! yeah!

amaaa!! b4 the machine stopped ! hahahah

concentrate yaww ;)

and then, i forced izzati and ama to eat baskin robbin with me hahahhaha! lol i actually in love with that cheese strawberry thingy hahah;D

and then we had luch in MC donald had a farm eyaaa eyaa yoooo ;D i miss those days when i entered the class and start fighting with arif and we did fight in mc donald while waiting our turn to place the order :D hahahha

and next after salah i went to cinemaaaa :D Men In Black3 i awesome, touching! its just that i didnt follow that movie so i was quite blur but somehow i get it! hahah.. owh and ama n izzati leave me behind in the cinema with that two boys bullying me ;( 

yeah! i miss victoria a lot! thanks vic for the advice ;) yeah i am scared :3 thank you sooo much! arghh! 

yeah! i miss those girls too <3

i thought it will be awkward but when kimy, tado, arif, noah is there no awkward :D hahahhahah yeah! i miss them soo muchhhhh :D everyone in this pic! yeahhh! i miss all of them...weee woooo wuuuu waaa hahhaahahah.. and then we went to paradigmand we were lost on our way out! hahahahhah isaac! lol! b4 isaac speed up! and crush the bump and we were like in our own made sunway lagooon wooohooo hahahaha... we are like sardines in cans :D hahahhah overloaded people in city! hahahahh had lots of fun! thanks guys! :D

special thanks to isaac for fetching and sending me home (;  

 griifin said something in MIB3 : the bitterness of truth is better than sweetness of lies <3 yeah! :D so i didnt lie to my mum that i went to paradigm hahahahha :D love ya guys so much! make sure there is a next outing!

Alhamdulillah, i dont care if none wish me for my bday when my mum does it makes the whole day (: yeay! heheh... so it was 16 may 2012 when i went back to JB... hahahah my aunts never forget my bday hahahah.. thanks mak cik and maklong for the wishes too.. so went back to JB to help with the potong jambul.. yeah! it was extremely FUN! i think its fun just because i gain too much heheh.. so this is how it goes when i sit at mak tok's house i am always entertained by arief of coz heheh.. and the cute adiel hihihih * iloveseeinghimsmile* so arief asked me to play a game which i dont understand at all.. not even a thing

now you get what i mean??? hihihih so the journey goes on ekh wait! my mum surprise me with 

yeay! cupcakes thanks mak!!!

and yeah went to maklong's house to help with the goodies hmmm

yeah! there is a cup, marble cake and bahulu in it! yeay! did that with kak yeen, and maklong.. then i went to buy bunga hancur with maklong.. and yeah! i found something new and CUTE!

say hello to azhar!!!!! hihihi this is azhar he is awesome! he just got a brother azzam :D and i know exactly how he feels yeah! azhar! he is little boy! good boy! jyeah!!! we spent time together.. he was excited as he saw his face moving on my handphone screen so this is what is it all about! he loves aeroplane! and he has a weird hobby which is to throw things on the house roof! hahahahhahahah he threw his aeroplane! awwww wrong place to landing so cant help with it! hihihih i wasnt that close with azhar so yeah! i enjoyed spending time with him!

and lastly bunga rampai!!! 

thats all!

Sometimes we just need someone to appreciate us,

Its just a matter of saying thank you…

A matter of appreciation. Well

Have you ever :

-          Wake up early to wake the others?

-          Prepare your kids/ siblings/ niece or nephew to school?

-          Do your own laundry?

-          Cook your own meal every single day?

-          Iron your own shirt?

-          Do the house chores on your own?

Well if you say you did it on your own, have you ever did it for other peoples? Isnt it tiring? Heheh.. Well, if you haven’t try I’ll suggest you to do so. Why? Because this explains the best meaning of appreciation. Sometimes when we try to do all of the above on our own then we know what our mother did for us every single day yet no complaint and sigh heard from them. We can scold them over the awful taste of their dishes without realizing that we can never find the exact taste of their handmade dishes and it is totally different in the restaurant.  We complaint that they woke us up late when we can set our own alarm. We can complaint because of them we are late to school but actually it is not their fault. We complaint that our clothes are still not wash when we actually can do it on our own. We complaint that the shirt are not properly iron but we have a lot of leisure time to facebooking and play online games. We complaint that our own room are unorganized when we can clean it up the way we like it to be.

But what mothers do? They keep themselves strong and ignore the complaints and make the best out of it. Well, sometimes mothers need their own space for themselves. They are also normal human being like us. So we should thank our mothers because they have successfully raise us up.

Mak, saya sayang mak! Tak tipu! Betul sayang sangat2! Sorry I know I always make you feel sad and angry of course but that doesn’t lower down your love for me and I know that! Mak im sorry again because ive never been like what you want me to be. Thank you so much for everything its impossible for me to repay you back. Mak you are so strong going through all those challenges for us thank you for being by my side all the time, May Allah bless you And Insyaallah Heaven for you AMEEN

Yours sincerely,

Nur Rosyiidah.

da bday boy!

Happy birthday to youuu
Happy birthday to you
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAKIM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU
:DD happy birthday brother :) waah i love you sooo much brother! dah tua daaah :D heheheh have a blast on your birthday and yes semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki.. and blh tak stop merokok?? like yess im sooo serious O.O and jom pegi jalan! heheh well i didnt buy u anything im sorry im such a jerk i dont have money.. hmmm kaylahh i just hope that we can be like other siblings one day.. thank you for ur support i really appreciate that :) more support for me in university kay! hehehe LOVE YA
sincerely,
ur adiksss rosyiidah :D